That was yesterday......

Yesterday,I was head over heels of you, but we were going on a seperate ways, you were you, and I was me..I was drowned to get commited to you.. and your commitment in return ..I never regretted being with you, I loved every moment we share.. but we were two different people.. Our worlds apart, I was again being me.. and you are being you...You swore that you'll get your act together and that you'll find me when you are what you thought I would want you to be..I thought you were joking and that you are a tip of an iceberg.. I knew you wouldn't changed... somehow deep inside of you.. who would have guess...Later, when I was being me, being where I was, met your acquantaince ... you're enganged.. I am so happy for you,... I knew you've moved on... I am glad you did.And So have I, I met a wonderful guys who made me laugh... who shared my tears...who picks me up when I was down.. The guy I am married to.. are a wonderful guy...I am so blessed...Inside I prayed for your happiness.. I never thought it was all a lie... You did search for me.. but now you know that I am married... and you are such in pain.. I'm sorry I cost your tears but the reason why... I never picked you in the 1st place...

• you dictate me.., I never really know how..
• you gave me a goosebumps... i am never ready for a proposal..

And for that... I am sorry for all the trouble I cost you, because now... I am happy where I am... although I know... its not a bed of roses... there's thorns and pain.... all the way... And I'm taking that chance....And I hope you find your own happiness...