Inikah yang dinamakan cinta...?

Inikah yang dinamakan cinta? derita?suka? duka? gembira?terseksa?merana?merintih? seksa?jujur?ikhlas?redha?sedih? pilu? tertekan?teruja? Apakah ini semua yang dinamakan cinta? Selalu aku bertanya.... apa itu cinta... cinta yang terbaik.. sememangnya Cinta Yang Agung.. pada Yang Esa.... cinta yang tiada tandingan.. cinta manusia.. cuma cinta sebentar... cinta yang tidak kekal... Aku dalam pencarian cinta yang tulus... dan abadi... kerana aku telah jauh... dari cinta itu.. dan sekarang aku perlu mencari kecintaan itu semula.. kerana aku telah mencuba cinta manusia... sememangnya .. cinta manusia... terlalu rapuh... senang benar terungkai... Lalu tiada lagi cinta manusia perlu ku tagih untuk mengisi hatiku... benarlah.. ini cinta duniawi. yang ku kesali... Biarlah cinta dunia.. kini aku tinggalkan kau sendiri.... puas sudah aku berjuang untuk mu cinta... tetapi aku tewas dengan cinta dunia ... cinta manusia... Aku perlu mencari cinta agung... Wahai cinta dunia, cinta manusia... aku perlu hentikan kecintaan ku pada mu... kerana kau .... mengecewakan... mengelirukan... memenatkan... dan kau sangat memudaratkan ku....

My New Years Resolution...

New Years Resolution. A so called new years resolution as the yester years, as if that counts... I manage to get this done and over with.. Dunno how, somehow I survived a major crisis in life that has taken my strength and inner pace to the test. Glad that everything is over, and done with,.. things maybe different... hence not knowing is better then been noted and hurt.. so this new years... hopefully things will change and definitely for the the better... MY 2010, resolution and wish list..

• A new camera, DSLR Nikon D300,... Dreams are free.... *winking*
• A blackberry bold 9700 in white... Mr.hubby please?!
• hopefully will manage to own a place of our own... not that im not please with what we have now.. but I have always dreamed of having a place of our own......
• Being stable, and balance... to be called succesful in life, work and love... hopefully in here after..Insya allah...
• To have freedom.. financially, space.. thought and freedom to move arround unstopped and unquestionable .. hated living a live under someone else's microscope...

• To be wise.. in terms of words.. in thoughts .. in speech and in action....

and i'd like to leave it as it is... I'm leaving all the rest and all that matters to Him, Allah SWT, the All knowing... Wishing everyone to have a great year ahead.. a great life to cherish and gratitude for many fortune and happiness may come in future....though we can't afford to have everything we wish for and the hardness that may come.. Always be thankful and gratitude of what you have today.... because what you have today determines.. tomorows...

Lemon Salmon with potato avodaco and olive...

Yup today's entry is my cooking frenzy that suddenly hit me.. and last few days baru beli dari my cousin a.k.a ammiplusone. So today's menu... is lemon salmon.. avocado and potato sides with olives... white cream cheese.. taste is yummy .. Here's how to prepare'em..

Lemon salmon with potato avocado and olives sides

Prepare the fish. Cut them to nice steak slice. Season with salt and pepper.don't forget a squeeze of lemon..and then pan fry them in a hot pan with olive oil... skin side down.. make em crispy then turn the other way.



while pan fry-ing the salmon.. prepare the sides.. like boiling salad size potato in hot boiling water untel they're soft and tender. then cut then in halves. potato is best with skin on.




crush some garlic, squeeze some lemon about 1/4 cup, grated lemon skin , dice your avocado's to cubes,
After the salmon is pan fried. heat a pan on a medium heat and gently fry the garlic and put halves potatoes and grated lemon. the idea is to get the lemon fragrance in the dish. and finally the squeeze lemon. take the pan off the heat and put olives. season with salt and pepper, and then serve with the dressings of your choice. my choice is white cream cheese. its just a mixture of thick cream boil to medium heat till reduced and added some grated cheese (sliced cheese would do) and season with salt and pepper. taste is yummy!


The Result

A Well Deserving Dinner for the Chef....

*** please mind the clarity of the picture, its taken with my useful 2.0MP phone**

when it is all been done and said.. and there's nothing left to hide or even hold any grudges towards anyone.. as i've never been before... I am so relieved from all the stress, and filled my times, even extra times filled with work..work.. and more work.. making use of all the time and spent only quality times with the loved one..Mr.Hubby... who also works very hard lately.. I am so very proud of u! So, I am taking every day, one day at a time...baby steps to this long journey of life.. considering my wild imagination... and this freedom of thoughts and ideas.. i need to channel it to something productive and meaningful... All this time, I have done much of the pleasing and all the hard works, thinking that maybe... maybe.. just one day someone might realize.. or even recognize what i've done all of this years.. But dream's a dream.... dreams are free.. I am done pleasing or even trying .... I had enough of all of this... be what ever it shall be... and just going with the flow.. might be the right word at this time... although. time is rigid... it is impossible to say the least.... I have mourn my lost, I have gone down the drain, stand up to my judgement, stand on my own two feet this whole time... been disowned and get through it, keep up with my battle, and I know for sure that I will get thru 'this'... it is bitter... hard to swallow... i know i will and i know i have to... coz there's no other way... Regrets,... will bring me nowhere.. coz its been said.. and words do counts.. and its time to making it a realization.... though its just hard for me to commit.. and making my smile rose on my cheek.... though this pity heart is crying and dying inside... Time is up to cry... words tied up... there goes all of my hardwork down the drain... Bye-bye...and nothing is left to be said or take back...

my thoughts

Manusia... manusia... kalau orang diam dengan ape yang kau dah buat, kau rasa kau boleh teruskan.... kenapa dengan kau manusia?....
Lagi-lagi keluh kesah aku...... kerana ape? Ape lagi? sebab aku takde anak jadik masalah yang berpanjangan.... So siapa yang baca ni, dan sila lah ambik perhatian ye... kalau saya perlukan nasihat, info, pelajaran dari anda,.. saya akan tanya, tapi buat masa ni saya tak perlukan pelajaran, info, nasihat, petua dari anda.. Saya bukan nak jadi bodoh sombong, tapi saya taknak jadi orang tertekan dan jadi orang yang takde 'sense of belonging '... hanya kerana alasan, saya ini sudah tertekan dengan persoalan ini... persoalan anak ... Soal zuriat bukan di tangan saya... Tapi di tangan Allah SWT.

Saya tertanya sendiri... termenung seketika mengenangkan drama lara yang terjadi ke atas diri sendiri.. Tertanya kenapa kerana diam saya, tak ambil tahu hal orang lain.. menjadikan saya mangsa , kerana luahan saya kan? kerana diam saya , ade pihak2 yang tertentu yang ambil kesempatan atas sifat diam saya? Jadi tiba masanya... ini adalah masa yang sesuai untuk saya bertanyakan soalan pada pihak yang merasa diam saya itu, satu green light pada mereka untuk berbuat dan bercakap sesuka hati.

Adakala, hati ni menjadi sangat memberontak.. nak bercampur gaul dengan orang pun rasa malas... sebab dah tahu, mesti orang akan bertanya perihal anak.. Nak pergi kenduri kendara pun malas, kalau gathering family, meluatnya.. kalau nak pergi visit lagi la menyampah.. sebab dah hafal semua soalan dan taktik orang akan tanya apa bila jumpa dengan saya nanti.. Saya tahu dan sedia maklum.. 'mulut orang tak boleh di tutup' tetapi bila bertanya itu ini yang menyakiti hati orang lain dibolehkan.... dan saya meluah perasaan satu kesalahan besar... kan?

Sebab orang melayu sepatutnya, menyembunyikan perasaan, atau tidak puas hati... berdiam diri.. tapi kalau mengguna taktik kotor, berbomoh atau berdukun .. untuk membalas sakit hati yang terpendam itu boleh diterima pakai... Tapi.. pelajaran untuk menghormati dan memahami perasaan orang lain itu semuanya dah luput.. sebab nilai-nilai murni tak perlu diajar.. semua dah cukup bijak pandai..

Kenapa anda tak mahu ikut resam padi... "makin berisi, makin tunduk" tapi .... tak... anda lebih suka jadi macam ayam kan? "bertelur sebijik riuh sekampung"..... Adakah kejayaan anda mendapat 'seorang' cahayamata melayakkan anda untuk menjadi penasihat tak bertauliah? mengajar bagaimana seks yang sepatutnya? posting notes itu dan ini, forward email itu dan ini, dengan alasan untuk berkongsi info.. pernahkah saya minta untuk anda berkongsi semua itu dengan saya? biar pun terlepas pandang.. kerana kalau saya mahu, saya akan tanya.. dan cari tahu.. saya tabik hormat pada anda, kerana hujah anda mengalahkan pakar sakit puan, malah mengalahkan dr. hamid arshat.

So. anda rasa anda dah hebat ye? anda rasa anda ade super power ye? Jadi ade pernah kah saya mintak petua dari anda? tidak kan? jadi kenapa anda terlalu sibuk sangat nak kongsi itu dan ini dengan saya, sedangkan saya tak pernah mintak? ye saya tahu saya sangat bodoh, dan anda sangat bijak pandai , kawin dan dapat anak. Sedangkan saya sangat bodoh, sebab kawin tak dapat anak seperti anda. kalau saya bijak pandai seperti anda mesti saya dah pun dapat anak, macam anda jugak... saya sangat respect dengan anda sebab anda rasa ape yang anda buat tidak salah dan semua yang saya buat, salah belaka, dan saya sangat tak paham ape issue keluarga yang dah sy babitkan dalam penulisan blog saya.. sudah puas saya mengorek archives blog ni, tidak satu pun saya lihat saya menceritakan hal keluarga, apetah lagi memburukkan keluarga... Tetapi kalau kerana perihal bercerita ,...itu menjadi aib, maaf saya pinta, memang saya khilaf...

Memang saya banyak buat kesilapan , dari kebodohan saya apa lagi, meluah perasaan yang membuatkan anda terasa hati, ... tapi nasihat saya.. " orang yang makan cili, yang tahu akan pedasnya .." jika anda tak berbuat ape2 dengan niat, terlindung, tersembunyi .. atau secara terang... tak mungkin anda akan terasa dengan luahan yang saya tulis..kerana ianya bersifat general...umum.

Pernah kah saya bertanya ape? mengapa? bagaimana? tentang urusan hal peribadi anda, ataupun keluarga anda? sebab itu tak perlu saya tanya, sebab itu urusan anda, dan saya tak suka masuk campur urusan anda. tapi anda sangat suka ambil tahu urusan saya kan? Sekarang anda tahu saya jenis orang macam mana?

Saya orang yang takkan benarkan orang lain menindas ape lagi membuat perasaan saya terluka, saya bukan tikar getah dirumah anda, untuk anda pijak-pijak ikut suka hati anda. Kerana saya... bila anda baik dengan saya,... dengan baiklah saya akan melayan anda. tetapi bila anda buat kurang ajar dengan saya, saya akan jadi 10 kali lebih kurang ajar dengan anda.


Jadi, anda punya sangat banyak masa untuk hantar itu dan ini kepada saya dengan alasan anda wakil jualan syarikat itu dan ini, saya pun meniaga, tetapi belum pernah saya buat jualan dan pendekatan yang saya ambil untuk melariskan jualan saya dengan cara, membuat future customer merasa rendah diri , dan marah dan anda expect orang itu akan membeli dgn saya? selling approach yang memang takkan berjaya.

Jadi next time nak nasihat orang, anda lihatlah diri anda dulu... semua orang ade kekurangan dan saya sendiri memang banyak kekurangan. Tapi saya tak sesuka hati beri pandangan atau nasihat pada sesiapa kalau tak diminta, sebab saya memang bodoh, tak bijak dan tak pandai. Saya tahu mana saya patut bawak keprihatinan saya ke saluran yang betul.

Jadi, saya nak terima kasih dengan keprihatinan yang tak 'diundang' daripada anda. kepada anda, silalah jaga tepi kain sendiri, saya tahu anda terlalu sempurna, mempunyai hidup yang sempurna dan keluarga yang sangat sempurna. Saya memang hina dan bodoh kerana tak mempunyai keluarga yang sempurna dan cahaya mata kebanggaan keluarga seperti anda. Jadi bergembiralah selagi ianya milik anda, kerana hari ini anda di atas.. dan saya di bawah...kalaupun saya bertelagah, dalam rumah tangga, itu bukan urusan anda.

Jagalah urusan kehidupan anda, kerana anda jugak akan merasa marah kalau orang lain 'menyibuk' tentang hal rumah tangga anda, apelagi menasihat tentang itu dan ini tanpa permintaan dari anda. Anda pun perempuan macam saya, selagi anda belum merasa 'racun yang pahit' dari suami, jangan lah ringan mulut nak berkata itu dan ini.. sebab bila anda dah merasa.. barulah anda tahu sakit dan peritnya.

Anda pikirlah sendiri...anda orang dewasa yang tak perlu di ajar kerana anda memang bijak pandai.. tapi sebagai orang dewasa jugak.. gunakanlah kebijaksanaan kepandaian anda untuk berfikir apa akibat perbuatan atau kata-kata anda pada seseorang.. kalau sememangnya anda tiada niat.. sudah tentu anda tak 'terasa hati' dengan penulisan saya. Apalagi nak berbalas dengan cara yang menyakitkan hati masing-masing. Saya pasti anda sendiri tak suka pertelagahan, dan bermasam muka... kerana saya lebih suka sikap berterus terang... dan bukan dengan ringan mulut bercerita 'ketidak puasan hati' ...dengan orang yang tidak tahu menahu hal sebenar, apelagi tidak langsung membaca perkara yang menjadikan issue itu.. Dan Saya tahu nama saya dah pun buruk.. tapi saya tak peduli sebab saya bukan orang yang suka menjaja cerita.. supaya orang lain dapat aib.. kerana itu tak menjadikan saya seorang yang mulia.
Ingatlah, dalam dunia dan dalam hidup ini, ada perkataan 'KARMA'.. ape yang kita buat akan di balas, baik atau buruknya. Apa yang kita ada hari ini, adalah pinjaman tuhan.. esok mungkin dia akan ambil semua pinjamanNya... dan kerana itu.. saya redha jika tuhan belum memilih saya untuk diberi 'Anugerah atau pinjaman'... kerana saya percaya tuhan ada perancangan lain untuk saya.

~~~~~~******~~~~~~

Dear to all readers,

i know my story is a long, neverending stories that really sickening.. even to me.. but please ... I am just tired of the same depressing questions..... you guys will also feel the pressure if you are in my shoe.. so be wise and thoughtful whenever you're asking anyone a questions.. your words may hurt someone, even words can be your own enemies... So please choose your words carefully.. your words can either eat you or or it bite you back...

my woes..

Entry today's is all about respondant to an unfinished issues arround me,.. this isn't dedicated to anyone but really to stand by for what I have said ( Saya cuma ingin mempertahankan diri )and what had lingers arround and for what it is worth I understand now that, saying how I feel, speak up of what I went through, and stand up for myself is totally wrong.

I put up with all these crap, receiving mails, reading shouts and notes on a social networking sites and take it, swalow it although it hurts, eating me inside and out.. The taste is.. nothing but.. bitter... nasty and if only everything just as simple as a flick of fingers. All these issue all started of, just because I'm not pregnant and it's all become a misery.

All I did was writting about my woes , expressing my sorrow and writting it in these blog hoping that, someone who went through the same as I experienced would share their thoughts even a helping hand to get thru this misery and this feeling. But it was all wrong, and those who read the entry , suggested that the entry is all about me telling a tale about family which I wasn't supposed to ...because traditionally, its not acceptable and embarassing. But , I'm sorry for those who read the entry and get the wrong idea, I'm sorry because, I don't feel sorry for what I said, and even feel sorry for what I wrote. I wrote for how I feel. I OWN my feelings. I STAND BY IT. And I have the right of my feelings, I have the right for my writtings and I am ENTITLED of how I feel.

So, I am not the one who's been telling a tale, messed up and make this even worse, remember, I put up for all your craps , I swallow all the emails you sent me, thinking nevermind, and reading notes on social networking sites, noting how to get pregnant and all.. I know you think , you was trying to help. But let me ask you this, what kinda help is that? Help making me suffers? Do you even know how it feels of being married after how many years and all you people can do is ask when? why? how come? all you people did was suffocating my head with all these question thinking that would help. People, It doesn't help, all it did was increase my tension, giving me a lot of pressure, as well as making me feel like a LOSER.

Yes, you are lucky enough God grants what you prayed for and somehow, I wasn't granted with 'a blessing' just like you did. But I, believe God have other plans for me. I am thanking you for taking the opportunity to read what I have to say, but making you hating me is what it did ,.. so be it. Making you hold grudges towards me, so what... just let it. Remember , I put up with all your craps, and as I've mentioned those email you sent to me doesn't help. I have tried everything and it didn't work out.. too bad for me, I have to take all your craps. I still have all those mails and maybe you'd like to see it?.. maybe not.. because it don't matter anymore.

Because, the worst has come, and the damage has been done... nothing I can do to turn it all arround and if it anything can be done, too bad that I wouldn't do it for the sake of this. Because I own my feelings. And damage control isn't likely, a bright idea at this moment... damage is done and I am about ready to call it a quit.. Him, the only person , who I thought would be the one stand by me... thinks this is a revenge... I had too much envy.. but I don't... it's not a revenge... It is an expression of feeling and it is worth the time and effort I put in ... to please all of you people. I never thought this matter , could get all out of hands.. even the elders included in the scenes, when there are none to be discussed.... But.. I had enough of pleasing all of you people... I have done everything to please everyone. And I QUIT pleasing you people.. now!

So think what you want, say what you want.. its a free world.. everyone is entitled of freedom of speech.. thoughts.. expressions and feeling.. and that's what I am doing.....

To him, I am deeply sorry.. you know you're not the last to know. And I know you've done enough damage control over the years, you always do. But, maybe.. 'this' is not worth fighting for... because there's none to fight for...
Believe me... No one understands what I went through... If people really helps.. they don't ask why, when, how come... People who helps , will just give unjustified...ask... how are you... how's the family going... how is business.. and people who helps, is people who saves you from pressure and heartache...
You and I , both hurts.. Let time heals us.. and let time tells us what's next...

A letter to someone who is intolerable .... irresponsible...

Dear XXXXX,

It's 5 am in the morning and I am awaken by a disturbing smell of electrical sparks on the main switch board when you decided to take a bath with a water heater and having coffee at the same time.. Thats the time you decided to switch on both water heater at the same time.. You have cause me awaken of those smell that still lingers arround the house and makes me sleepless of my own fears that, the switch board will likely might sparks again and causes fire and might take my live while I'm freakking asleep.

I know my inferiority might sound ridiculous to you, but you are even ridiculous to even start with .. You have been advised thousand times before that heaters are not meant to be switch on together at the same time.FYI, the house is too freaking old to handle technologies in the household!!! But yeah, you are wise enough to turn both on and how stupid are you to even in deffence of yourself telling that you are half awake... DEFFENCELESS ....

That is just unacceptable excuse from you again... but let me tell you this,... only an idiot will do such things that might causes someone their live... So the next time you flick your fingers on a switch, think again... because it might cause someone lives.. if it just yours, then turn it on.. if it someone else... please think.. because idiotic, stupid, selfish behaviour like yours might kill someone, SERIOUSLY! and am sure you don't wanna commit that crime!!!!

And now look what you did to me? I am freaking awake and sleepless all thanks to your stupid judgement! I am grumpy , drowsy and badly needed a sleep and you know my medication says so! Why on earth must you so irresponsible?!!! And where is your smarty-pants-brainy that always have answers to all my questions when its not needed??? Suddenly it GONE SLEEPING HUH????

Finally, thanks for making me feel unsafe to sleep at my own bed!!

Sincerely.

XXXXX

Lamanya tak update blog... kerana ketiadaan internet di rumah.. aku seperti duduk di gua.. penat menuggu streamyx di pasang dah dekat dua minggu takde jugak connection.. memang dah sah semua nak kena jerit dengan aku... penat ok ... byk betul org tak buat kerja.. semua nak kena maki hamun dulu baru nak buat.. ape nak jadi dengan mereka-mereka ni????... so this coming december byk sgt wedding to be held and attended... alhamdulilah adelah jugak satu-2 job yang dapat di sedok... and insya allah semuanya berjalan lancar.... sangat penat dengan karenah dan perangai manusia.... semuanya... dgn perangai pelik dan susah nak di baca!....

listened.... and learnt...

after a while ... i have totally forgotten the idea of having blogs... plus.. not having an internet connection for the past few months is bad enough for me... it feels like.. i am really doomed!

a lot happend.... and puasa has pass... and then came raya.. which i am very much in the mood, although it has nearly come to the end.. in couple more days... lots of open house here and there.. sorry guys if i couldn't make it.. have been up to a lot lately.. and ... yeah.. my typing skills sucks too... remembered those days ....when i spent 8hours a day in the call centre... typing skills is just great... 90wpm is like... a normalcy... and now.. its just something i had to get use to.. again..
yup and kenduri.. is one more item on the tray, recently... a very close cousin of mine .. congratulation to u nonie.... and hubby hafiz.. may love and happiness lingers arround u... all the best and enjoy life together to the fullest...
i have let this blog unattended, for a while and perhaps.. making a statement,.....of being active again.. might sound ridiculous.. but, try the best to updates.. as often as possible...
i do make lots of tweeting.. and facebook.. owh yeah.. dunno whats the trend in fb now.... people is hating each other here and there... hallooo peeps... i may suggest if u dont like reading or even knowing what's goin on with the person on your friends list... just delete them... no reason is asked.... come' on peeps ... don't be so uptight... and don't be narrow and typical... how on earth is our 'keturunan and our own bangsa nak maju' if we are still at the old pace...

grow up and grow some b*lls already.... its a free country... and free world.... a social networking.. is where people update what they're doing... and they're are free to say things they wanted... .. just as much as u can.... so.. deal with it or delete 'em from your list or your own account... stop the habit of 'a tale tell'... we ain't goin' nowhere people....

yeah.. enough said for now..

till then..

** added some pics to share... all arround nonie's wedding!

yup. pandainye... sape lah yang ambik gambar .. sedapkan hati sendiri sbb muka takde dlm gambar!

adik boy is the most happiest of all people ... as he gets to play all day! congrats aunty nonie!

irritated lagik!

Hadoi... tak habis2 keadaan yg sgt irritating .. pushing me inside and out.... bengangnya aku! kenapa persoalan aku nih takde anak jd satu masalah besar pada org lain... and siap ckp itu ini lg... am I the problem here? Ape dosa aku kat korang??? ape dosa aku kat korang yg aku tak dpt anak jadik masalah utk korang? aku bg korang problem kerk aku takde anak? atau pun sebenarnya korang dengki yer aku masih berhoney moon dgn laki aku sampai skg?? menci aku laa.. mcm laa aku susahkan korang aku takde anak.. so please la stop, dgn pressure ni.. lama-lama mmg aku naik gile.. dan jadik gile kalau mcm ni... tp korang ape pedulik kan? korang lg bahagia kalau aku derita.... so..the hell la dgn korang! aku dah tak pedulik! kalau korang dengki, korang carik carik benda lain yg lebih berfaedah supaya korang bahagia! mengap dan lembap la otak korang nih! aku takde anak pun sibuk! dengki! menyibuk!

am i irritating or irritated?

ok lately i have been disgusted with the environment where i currently am... wit all this domestic pest arround me... some sayin' i lived in a jungle'... well u know what ...i am in a jungle... I am so irritated with the terrible existence in our kitchen especially under the sink.. it hids underneath for hours.. and hours.. till i had enough of it... to even begin with.. is that irritating or what??! and another thing about being in a jungle.. the people who live in also act like jungle people who hides away... appear when they need too.. and diguise in a hurry when u peek at them? man! what kind of environment am I living in??what have i got myself in to? well i kinda HAVE TO.. deal with the situation after all.. sometimes it's just hard to admits that the art of pleasing is just never mastered in any simplest way we could ever imagine...**************I am never been good at pleasing anyone.. I have always been my own self, eventhough a lot criticize me of being so outspoken and loud.. for i am a woman with principal and dignity. i have always puts my principal first.. justify my action, think of every single words comes out of my mouth.. Is that even fair to judge me of being outspoken? or open mind?Well i guess i put to much effort trying to please people who couldn't care less about me... i have been broke, been disgusted, embarassed and hurt.. and i pick up the pieces and learnt from it.. where those i have been pleasing been nothing but a bucket full of embarassment... especially when u are looking for help... nevermind.. when i am down... i'll be all alone in the dark gloomy days. but when i am up... they're flying high even overshadowing my sunny sunshine! you think u could win?? well think again... i know... u laugh when i was broke and ask for your favor...i know u think u win 'it' over me... coz u think u win.. u know what? d*mn u! like I care?!u never really like the idea i was trying to be nice at u , although i am freakiiiiing sick of your face.. i did for the sake of the one i loved!u think u're 'all that'.. DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE? I AM JUST FREAKING SICK COZ U THINK U ARE SO IMPORTANT THAT EVERYTHING HAS TO GO THRU U!but what i know u s*ck behind the wheels... u just have to show coz u think u're so smart..u have so many opinions on everything.. that u think other people know nothing about..AND YOU KNOW WHAT?? I DONT CARE! AND.......... I AM SO GLAD THOSE DAY ARE OVER!

Dish plate and serving plate on SALE!!!!!

This is a very nice english rose dinner plate... and kitchenary stuff... very interesting stuff and quite stylish.. Usually, dekat kl.. vintage ker vantage i also dunno la.. sbb tak mampu beli.. selling for quite a high price...

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This english rose sangat evergreen and we're are selling all these for a verrryyy cheap price.. sms now for order... payment can be made thru maybank2u.com.my ... item can be deliver throughout klang valley.. and extra charge will be applied out of these area...

Portion servings RM 35 - RM 50

Cake stand RM 70.00

Stylish plate RM25.00

Ceramic Container RM50.00

Glassware ctystal design RM 30.00

Crystal design RM 25.00

Crystal Bowl w lid RM 39.00


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Alina.. 019 3205404

intresting stuff for wedding door gift ideas..

Hi, its me again

updating on some wedding door gifts idea.. well considering that .. after this ramadhan and syawal there'll be lots and lots of wedding...
for your info, this can be ordered thru, the owner of the blog, which is me... via email or sms to mobile phone, will be provided below...

if anyone is interested, to order them, please don't be shy .. contact me.. personally...

very reasonable pricing
A lots of variety and do keep in my mind ordering in the last minute not an option... (meaning please make your order atleast 1 month before...)


cute stuff..
classy
door gift pouch... **** see u in next entry..**** Contact: Alina : 019 3205 404thank u people!